Thursday, April 26, 2012

Glucose testing is done...

... that is if i passed it ok. (she'll call if I didn't)I had my 28 week appointment today and everything besides my thighs looked good! I go in every 2 weeks now which really helps the time fly by. I had to buy maternity clothes yesterday which was a blast! There is nothing better than shopping for fat clothes when your 2 year old is way past naptime and you are both in tears or about to be.

Awful dreams...

Last night was filled with HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE, DISTURBING & AWFUL dreams that I can't even share this time! I was awake for hours. I overflowing with panic. I was praying for the awful images to leave my head. I was almost in tears & I was filled with horrible feelings/presence for hours. I just kept praying for peace and that's when I realized how lucky I am to have the Lord in my life. I can turn to him anytime and for any reason. Although the horrific images are still lingering- I know they were just dreams and life will be okay- but boy, do they seem real and leaving you spinning for awhile. And the emotional roller coater too- I'm drained already and the day has just begun!